If you knew I was dying would it change you?

Merry Christmas/Happy New Year.

I need to make a resolution list.

Everything is amazing and nobody is happy.

When playing rough with your friends dog goes from playful to brutal.

It's worse than I thought.
I have to get back. I can not stay at this. How could I slip so drastically?
I did it once before I can do it again. But this time I have to be healthy about it, I can't be eating 800 calories a day and work out, that was bad.

Resolutions